Uggggghhhh

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So, the Drama Llama is still trying to contact me. He texted me a few times after I noped out, and I didn't respond and deleted his number. Now he's messaging me through Match and apparently still wants another chance.

Ugggggghhhhh.

Like, he's probably not a bad guy, but I don't have time for that kind of shit. If I wanted to spend time deciphering confusing mixed messages and maneuvering around other people's self-esteem issues, I'd go back to middle school. Communicate like a motherfucking adult if you want an adult relationship.

The hilarious part is that I only really went back to Match because I have a wedding coming up in November, and I really didn't want to go by myself because I have been to, like, 7 weddings with this same group of people and never had a date and now they're almost all married and it sucks being the last one who's not? So I was like, well, if I start dating someone in the summer, it wouldn't be weird to bring them to a wedding in November? And then I got the invite last week and I didn't even get a plus-one, so I guess I am going by myself whether I'm single or not?

Now I feel less pressure to be dating someone, I guess. But I still sort of don't even want to go to the wedding. And Match is horrible but I still have three and a half more months to go because I paid for it already. Ugh.

Hashtag I hate everything.

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Right! And the most bizarre part is that I WOULD have gone out with him again, had he not been super weird and CANCELLED the second date in a fit of insecurity and martyrdom. I am honestly tempted to respond to his email with, "Well, you were the one who told me I could do better, so I'm just taking your advice."

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Well, it's two weeks later, and I'm morbidly curious if you ever talked to him again (to tell him to go away) or if he's still messaging you. :)

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Hahaha, no, I never responded to his Match message, and I haven't heard from him since, so I guess he figured it out on his own?