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next_to_normal) wrote2016-03-11 10:20 pm
next_to_normal) wrote2016-03-11 10:20 pm
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Existence is on low power mode
I stole that phrase from cleolinda because it's pretty darn accurate. Basically, I am alive, barely, and conserving energy for things like remaining in an upright position during work hours and not puking in inappropriate places.
Trying to get into a new clinical trial, but being delayed by some bullshit about a chicken pox vaccine, which I have now had to get twice. To be followed by my SEVENTH colonoscopy in as many years - no, you didn't miss one, I just skipped over talking about number six, because I'd barely finished it before they were telling me I needed another one. So, you know, fuck everything, basically.
Pretty much at the end of my emotional rope, honestly. Prone to randomly bursting into tears at the unfairness of life. Wishing my cat would stop jumping on my stomach because it really kind of hurts but she doesn't get it when I try to explain. Reduced to trying to explain painkiller woes to a cat.
Turning 32 on Tuesday. What the fuck.
cleolinda because it's pretty darn accurate. Basically, I am alive, barely, and conserving energy for things like remaining in an upright position during work hours and not puking in inappropriate places.Trying to get into a new clinical trial, but being delayed by some bullshit about a chicken pox vaccine, which I have now had to get twice. To be followed by my SEVENTH colonoscopy in as many years - no, you didn't miss one, I just skipped over talking about number six, because I'd barely finished it before they were telling me I needed another one. So, you know, fuck everything, basically.
Pretty much at the end of my emotional rope, honestly. Prone to randomly bursting into tears at the unfairness of life. Wishing my cat would stop jumping on my stomach because it really kind of hurts but she doesn't get it when I try to explain. Reduced to trying to explain painkiller woes to a cat.
Turning 32 on Tuesday. What the fuck.
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